There's something about you.

it has been almost a month since i last updated this space. who's still reading anws? haha. so, im trying to work on my dearest report for my attachment now. yes, been trying since a v long time ago. i hope i get it done soon. you know, i cant help thinking about what will happen in 2010. quite excited! i mean, i wouldnt be continuing my studies anymore and that would only mean that i have to work alr! the kind of job at my attachment is definitely not what i want to keep. but what is?? i got into HR not because im all that interested but it just seems like the right thing to do. marketing's a nono for me n i cant even remember what other choices are there. entrepreneurship which i cant even spell the word right n something else la. hahaha ahhh, all i want is money and everything materialistic. HAHA, right. pay day coming soon again n im gonna save it all for my bkk trip with sj n friends in apr 2010. i really cant wait for 2010. i never liked the idea of a new year and i remember not getting why everybody is so happy to welcome it. this year is like the first time im so excited about it man! 2010's gonna be a good year. 2010's gonna be a good year. 2010's gonna be a good year. n yeah, im gonna grow another year older by then. me no likey. this 3 days long weekend is pretty boring. but there's like nothing that i can do, no where that i can go. getting high and dry is not my kind of fun anymore, i'm glad. but its just so boring staying home all day.. alright, back to the report. GET IT DONE!!!

great weather man! loving it! while everyone's busy dressing up (or maybe, all dressed up alr) for the ocassion and getting high and dry, i chose to stay home to indulge in movies. no complains at all, told you i had enough of alcohol alr :) so anw, because its halloween, tv's playing scary, super gruesome movies one after another that freak the hell out of me but i couldnt get enough! how i wish i had popcorns and all to go along with. n thn my brother had to spoil my fun by wanting to watch soccer.. oh wells, nevermind. pay day's here again. SPEND WISELY SPEND WISELY SPEND WISELY. forever depleting so damn fucking quickly, v irritating. really miss hanging out late at night at my area. and i wanna go swimminggggggggg toooooooooo!!!!! ah, im getting bored being online. but still, may the weekends never end. pretty please?

yo, sup. its your girl alicia in the house. HAHAHA so long never act hip hop alr. ahhh, somehow all these are only possible during school days. ~!@#$%^&*()_+_))( have been really unproductive lately. surfing away and all, almost not doing any work at all, just waiting for time to past and all... bored. of. this. shit. bored bored bored bored bored. makes me feel like smoking all over again. havent been buying my own pack for the longest time ever alr ok. but.. i might break all that record today. booohoooo. i'll just have to psycho myself that THIS- waking up early in the morning everyday without fail, doing the same rountine job everyday, knocking off at 6 or so everyday, yes THIS is better than school. HAHA-HEHE-HAHA-HO. what a joke. but oh wells, not so stressful at least. i bet the last sem in school would be kkkrrraazzzzzzy. time check 1645. 1 hour and 15 more mins to go. what?! n its only tue today?! so long and goodbye everybody. PEACE OUT.

i partied enough. to the extent i dont feel like partying anytime soon anymore. so yes, im gonna stay sober until evan's back. cant believe it has only been one pathetic weekend without her. i'm gay i'm gay i'm gay. cant wait to upload the pics. and i cant believe my birthday's not here yet. its just so pointless la friday's so called celebration. i donno. when sj was telling her friends, 'we're celebrating her birthday today'. i felt super weird. like uh yeah, my birthday. and all the attention's like on me when its not even my birthday. like i must be happy, cant be unhappy. they all were there for me so i must have fun. they must see me having fun then they can party at ease and stuff like that. hmmm, i honestly didnt really like that. ah wells, im just glad everybody came. haha, yup. mannnn, gotta wait till im 22 or something before my birthday's on a friday. 22!! yadayadayadayada. my mum's cooking today, like finally after so many sundays having kfc or pizza or cze char or some other outside food la. J and i saw CZE CHAR spelt out for the very first time last night in the cab, on the way for prata and mee goreng. 'the most handsome cze char in town' or something along that line. we were like, what they mean by most handsome?! all the while i thought cze char was spelt as zhi char. but really aye, most handsome?? hahaha. finally bought a overseas card or whatever you call it. but its so laychey so many steps, so many numbers before i can reach evan. im still in deperate need of new clothes and shoes!! cant seem to find any nice pair of shoes that i fancy aye. sooo sooo sooo sad :( am i still high or what because i feel quite a lot of emotions going on inside me now. shit, this aint good. i guess i just need more sleep. but any woo hows, goodbye world! till i turn 19! :)

hello there how you do! greetings from the office! most of em are out for lunch. its just me and the japanese girly boy now. im gonna get transferred back to the other branch in 2 weeks time. until the end of this attachment.  :( boo because all the bosses are at that branch, they are more strict, i cant wear leggings, i cant slack, i cant surf. yay because its nearer, pretty much and i'll have other interns with me! lonely gal no more yawszxs. speaking of which, i just had lunch alone again today. bought macs. omg, stomach burning from mcspicy. regretting it now. but it was damn good man. super long since i last ate it. burning burning. fire burning on the dancefloor. somebody call 911!! better treasure my slack time here more n wear leggings as much as possible. haha
there's this picture of leighton something i wanna upload but i cant cos they say theres an error or something and im lazy and ive slacked for quite sometime alr and i wanna go back to work and i want my bangs to grow faster and i hope tmr would be fun and i should really go off now and here i go and watch me fly and goodbye! HAHAHA

hello world. its been like what, 84794837584857days? and it felt so good. powerhouse was love yesterday. they actually played rise up! wooowheee! but still, zirca ftw imo. not as packed at least. instead of brusies, i got cuts this time. n i lost my ezlink card! :( in my memory, i never lose any of my stuffs before. nothing important anws. so, losing my ezlink card is a huge blow to me. HAHA okay, exaggerated a little. oh yay, im gonna get a cushion for my birthday from allyssa! for work, it would help a lot. :) so hungry right now, havent eaten anything all day. our tradition, ke kou mian after clubs, did not happen last night. hungry hungry hungry. okay, its back to work again tmr and monday is gonna be so hard to pass, so blue, so grey, so black. gotten my pay. but buying shoessss and clothes like i hoped for still seems impossible. i need shoessss!! :( sayonara everybodix.

oh i totally forgot to mention! i made a new friend yesterday night at powerhouse. HAHA probably the only friendly girl around. my socialising skills when i'm high are quite amusing. wow.

its been awhile! work's fine. boring but fine. im not gonna start complaining now because i still have a long long way to go so yeah, the ppl there are nice. extremely nice. just kinda lonely without any other interns around. people my age. i got transferred to the other branch on my second day of work and i was pretty damn upset at first. because its further and which means i have to wake up way early. but it was better in fact. cooler building, more places to lunch at, nicer and friendlier colleagues without any bosses around, less stressful yada yada yada. J ORD LO!! we can finally meet as and when we want now. i hate to talk about the money issue im dealing with but. aiya, i just keep spending and spending and spending. i wish i can just go straight home everyday after work and stay at home on weekends and quit smoking so i don't have to spend money unneccessarily. but i know, you know, we know its impossible. okay, i just got no flow for updating today. goodbye.

now that exams are over, its time for me to embrace whatevers left for me to embrace- one week of holidays before attachment officially kicks in. Not exactly excited about it, nimore. Hmm

Hate not be able to sleep well even though i'm effing tired. Always happens after i consume alcohol. Argh, i hate this.